voices.

the clock ticking fills my room with sound. silence. i hear you. voices constantly saying something i cant make out. my body freezes, doesnt want to move. i hear my name being called but know its in my mind again. shut up please. my eyes go blank. i cant see but my eyes are open. chills. they grow over my body. tick tock. i hear the clock louder and louder, each tick and tock grow until i cant stand it anymore. the clock fades away and my pen stops. silence. nevermind.

him.

You were my everything.
You broke me.
shattered me.
Cheated.
lied.
For 7 months i loved you.
I thought you felt the same way.
why did you play with my heart?
I gave you everything i had.
everything.
and now i cant get it back.
I loved you.
You will always be remembered as my first love.
Also as the first boy who broke my heart.
Always loved, never forgotten.
<3.